You know what man...

I'm feeling good today...

Not like I got a pickle good...

I mean Grandpa discovering Viagra good...

I don't know why...

Here's a random picture...

i'm gonna go now...

i want to eat some Cheerios...

Aim is the enemy

I found myself hating aim. Since when did we get so lazy and fed up with people that we don't even want to see or hear them anymore. What's so great about aim anyways. It's nothing but a bunch typed words on a screen. When you speak to someone, what you say can never be taking back. What you say usually is comes from the heart. With aim, the backspace button is always there, never again will anyone speak how they trully feel. At least with letters, you can see how someone wrote it and tell how they felt through that.But not when the letters and numbers and periods all look the same.

I say we change this, and stop replacing real laughter with the so called lol. Since when does lol trully describe happiness. I guess soon instead of laughing well soon be saying lol.

Our generation is always preaching about anarchy and don't let the man hold you down. This is the man's work. He's divided us. He's tide us down, pinned our eyes open, and taught us to speak like robots.

I'm not saying writing on a computer is bad. But when your talking to someone face to face, why not be face to face. Or atleast be able to hear the sound of their voice.

I haven't written in a long time

I haven't written on here in a long time and I probably won't for a long time afterwards.

But here's something I just really need to get off my chest. What happened to us? What I mean by us is our theater company. Freshman year was one of the greatest times of my life. I can't express how much freshman year changed my life and i'm pretty sure it changed a lot of other peoples lives in our theater company too.

But now all of that has changed. Last year was pathetic. We spent most of our time completly self-absorbed that we forgot everything that being in this theater company about.

I am tired of going to theater rehearsal and everyone is divided and everyone is talking about each other behind there backs. And if your reading this and your thinking to yourself "I don't talk about people behind there backs," well I can tell you that's grade A bull, because everyone has said something mean about someone else behind their backs in this theater company.

But you know what. Let me just get this statement out, because I want everyone to know this. I really mean this. Don't come up to me and tell me about who you don't like in our theater company anymore. I'm done. I'm tired of all the bull, all the lies, and all the "acting off stage" that I saw every rehearsal last year. Next year is going to be a new light. And I know, everyone is scared out of there pants that the last shreds of dignity and dedication we had in this theater company, all graduated last year and the year before that. But that is not going to stop us from having a great year next year.

I really love this theater company with all my heart. But if next year is going to be like last year. Then I don't even know if I want to do it anymore. And I know a lot of other people agree with me. Because if we are all going to hate each other then what's the point? What's the point? We are supposed to be a family. Yes, families have their ups and downs, but not like this. Not when everyone is stabbing each other in the backs. That's all I have to say.

*Thanks for the comments. I didn't think anyone would actually read this.*

Theatre is the toughest high to break

So, summer seems to suck and suck as each passing day goes by.

I find myself to have stage withdrawl.

I wore all my theatre shirts this week.

Wierd.

I'm hoping a smile will come my way soon.

Who needs a career.............me.

So yea, I didn't get the job at Buckle, but i'm fine with that.

My parents want me to work for them, but I don't wanna be stuck at home all day.

I miss school.

Things were simpler.